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TW: Suicide

I write, I write, I write.
I revised the note so many times
because it had to be just right.
It’s rare that I’m left at such a loss for words,
but I can’t think of the right way to say this.
I can’t bear to have my last words be, “I’m sorry.”
I can’t bear to have my story summarized
with an apology,
a tragic ending in my own handwriting.
I have so much left to say.
There’s no good in this goodbye.
So, I finish my lesson plan,
I text my mom back,
I sign the perfect birthday card for my best friend.
I write this poem instead.

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from The Valley Is Not Your Home, released February 24, 2019

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Janelle Maree California, Maryland

27 year old poet, special education para-educator, Netflix enthusiast, devoted daughter, sister and friend. You can always find me either singing Disney songs, laughing loudly or talking about hope.

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